My Color Today

I always tell people that I live and breathe color.  Everything is related to some color in my life.  Today my color is ORANGE.  Now, there are three primary colors and three secondary colors.  Secondary colors are made up of two primary colors.  I picked this color because of the two colors that make orange, RED and YELLOW.  Red, because of the passion that I have for a certain part of my life, and yellow because of the bright feeling I have because of it.
As little girls we dream of our "prince charming" or "knight in shining armor", but as we grow into women and suffer our first heartbreak, that story seems to get a little more unrealistic as time goes on.  Somehow, what the writers of those fairy tales left out was that you have to kiss waaaaayyy more frogs than they let on.  Love is a very beautiful thing, it's one thing, other than success, that I will never stop striving for.  With all of the divorces, bad relationships and "business partners/marriages" now days, real love has taken the back seat to greed.  There is nothing more disrespectful to God than to deny another human being what He has given you all your life.  It is such an amazing feeling to love and be loved.  I will never understand how people can live life with someone they are not in love with.  I have got to absolutely spend the rest of my life loving to my whole life's potential.  And this is where my fantasy world starts.  I am aware of the reality of the world, but when I get into my RED feeling, there is nothing else, that person that makes everything around obsolete.  The passion and enthusiasm that comes with love is something I could never do without.  Even after the one heartbreak that changed my whole perspective on life last year, there is no way that pain outlasts the joy of love.
I have always been told, prayer changes things, and I have always believed in that, but there's gonna be one situation that tests your faith.  Breaking down and losing your faith is is not an option.  And just before you give up, your dreams start to come true.  After the storm leaves, the sun has to shine!!!  Which brings me to the YELLOW!!!  There is nothing like going through something bad to make you appreciate the good things in life.  I won't lie and say I'm always optimistic, but I have faith to some degree and that is all I need.