Tuesday, June 8, 2010

My purpose, my motivation

As I work on my business marketing, I can't help but think of my motivation for my life, my son.  I miss him still today as if he just left yesterday.  I remember not long after he passed I found my passion for life, as if I were sleep or in a coma everyday before then.  He was my perfect little miracle, a beautiful surprise, and I thank God still for sending him to me, to the world.  It still amazes me that God blessed me to bring his greatest gift to man into this world, LIFE. I pray one day I will be blessed once more, but the right way this time.  I have hit the ground running ever since I got the wake up call 9 years ago, although I have made my share of mistakes still, that's just life.  I look at pictures of my son periodically and at that moment, I know anything is possible and I push through life with every ounce of determination I have in me.

As I attempt to give birth to this new "baby", my nail salon (praying that it actually does open this year), I have rough spots and I have had many road blocks along the way, but when I think of what I've been through already, and take a glance at that perfect face in those pictures, I know there is nothing that can stop me, it can only slow down progress for a more perfect ending. I get discouraged at times because of the many "potential opening dates" that has come and gone and nothing has materialized, but with all of the set backs, all of the "no's", the people and things that would have been toxic to my business have revealed themselves to me and I couldn't be happier. So if this thing takes til the end of the year, so be it!!!!! I will know when those doors open, THIS is right and I am in a good place.

I looked at that perfect face in that picture again and you know what....... ANYTHING IS STILL POSSIBLE!!!! Who or what is your motivation?

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